ah macam tu

jiwang

2008-06-10T04:47:00.002+08:00

0447 hours.
10th june

hello.roger that. today my post will be jiwang. why? cos i feel jiwang today.why? cos at work i heard the budak2 talk about girls and shit and somehow it hit to my fucking brains why till now i never had one.dude this is sick man.mengapaaaaaaaa haruskuuu terlukaaaa ooooooooooooooooooooohhh. i really envy those people who are attached and happy.its not that im not happy with my life,its juz that i tink im missing out alot of what life has to give;to have someone who loves you and who u love back. FUCKK JIWANG SIAK BUAL CHAO CHEE BYE.TU AH 25th JULY DA NAK MASUK TEKONG OTAK PON DA JAM.PIKIR MANTAT JE KAN. HAHAAAAAA. PIKIR MAU ENJOY JE. mau pitam je.Plan BBK da backfire. cb korang world sak.aku tak suke budak world. mampos ar. AAAAAAAAAHHH BORING. MY LIFE IS BORING.wan, beranikan diri wan. sampai bile ko nak jadi boy kental. hahahaha. and you.dont msg me again can. fucker. KAMU FUCKER IRRITATING MSG2 AKU.GI LAYAN BOBOY KAU AH SIAL AKU TK SUKE LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.KALAU AKU RINDU KAU BARU AKU MSG.TU PON SKIT2 BOLE ? HAHAHAHA aku da boring.

2008-04-09T02:16:00.002+08:00

boring ah brader. serious shit. its 0217 hours. just finished reading evening of long goodbyes. dude that is the shit man. i like.best lah. i suke lar.and digital fortress. also nice.kiwak its been a long time since i read books. shit im turning into a nerd.and wtf my sis told me my pipi tembam? whats that suppose to mean meathead. ah of course.it means i've gained weight. thats good news! cheers.double scotch please.haha!influenced by that fucken book dude.hmmm.just finished playing dota.boon ajak dota lagi. taik lah.kiwak kental sia its like the 1st time im blogging last last last year like kental. like wtf im writing shit here pucker!think i should read the last book that i borrowed ,hmm.. or should i play another game?no scumbag.enoff of that shitgame.lepak. i wanna lepak. should i ring burn?but its already,0224 hours. wow i wasted 7 mins of my useless life up till the previous sentence. plus plus dude.now im talking real nonsense like im crazy shit.fuck it man. damn it i gotta find a hot chick before goin to the "prison". hmmmm.....where's all dem fishes man.. gota hook 'em,reel 'em,bang 'em. nu-uh.ahh 1 more thing. i wana go on a holiday before workin for the clampdown. fuckin shitheads.

2008-03-25T15:35:00.002+08:00

Awwww. its been some time since i updated this blog.. busy ar with work commitments..uhuh ! so well whats new in my life? For a start i've just completed my diploma in Electronics. WOHOOOOOOO. working as a MAC RIDER while waiting to enter that fucking "prison" . asal PES C sia. my heart was diagnosed with something called mumur.dunno la but at least PES c lepak i heard from the budak-budaks. Time really flies dude. hitting 20 this year. i really miss being a kid,especially those primary school days.. main guli, bola-pakai-botol-plastic,digimon..gosh those were the best fucking days of my life i swear man.and ya im tryin to gain weight before goin NS.maybe 70-75kg da ok.currently my weight is effing 64.5kg. Makan-makan dun care.haha~ i dont wana grow old..nooooo..oh ya and everyone seems to have someone new in their life.well congrats to you..at last i can officially give up on you,since u already have someone new in your life.awww...more than 1 year of waiting for someone and then..well that's life i guess..now is the time babyyy... time to enjoooyy~ i need a fucking vacation dude. serious siak. anyone wna join? KL pe? KOTA TINGGI AR GI AIR TERJUN AKU TAK KESAH AKU MAU GI NYE HAHAHAAAA .

hahahaha

2008-02-03T03:14:00.001+08:00

Scream, like a flying chicken.
away from them but these new people
new faces and new coins
kids on big machines, nothing on their head?

i feel good, a good feeling
do u feel how i feel?
fuckin' free, this tastes good.
not heavy but happy people.

not like a tiger and a dog.
now it feels better.
now I feel better..
maybe that's where i belong.

HAHAHA JAKOOOOOONN SIALLL

ahahaha itu die.

2008-01-22T01:02:00.000+08:00

well, it seems like its over.
fuck you wan,ur fucking contradicting yourself.
move on stay move on stay. cb dis isn't a game mannnn
get a fucking grip of urself pull your fucking self together
andddd move onnnnnnnnnnn. start enjen jalann. jangan gostan.
kalau golden wing boleh ah. ni rxz sia. yela warm up dulu 5-10 min.den jalan ah sial.minyak jalan seh like this.waste minyak for wat. its been almost 1 fucking year and im still here.yes i still love her. but for wat mann.maybe im a person who resist to changes.cos when i fall in love~it will be foreverrrr~.haha fuck forever.no way will it be forever. after all my DISC profile is high in S. tak tau kan? itulah cds. kanasai cds teach nonsense.camne ni wan. camneee niiii. tapi not fair.u lied.u said u need time.den dis shit happens.fuck time lah."some people give up too easily". fuck this shit.. i wish he just chokes and die. haha yes familiar.but its true, i can try like fuck.but its the fucking heart that determines rite. stupid heart. if my heart got legs da lame dia lari sia. tak bedek. my fren tell me wan continue je.kanasai.im so karnfused.KARNFIUUS. seriously,i wish u never ever existed in my life.never.eh tak lah.tarik balek. eh no la fuck ah u go die ah. hahaha see even my fucking brain cant think properly. but ur happy . i thought i said i've always wanted to see u happy.but cannot ah.deep down inside i want u to be happy, only with me. not dat boboy. i need to stop holding on.i keep saying this but i cant. i need new friends. YESS i need new cute pretty frens so i can forget youu. if mcm nora danish. lagi i suke. den i like her.den kite jadi bf gf. den its overrr. best nye. anyone got girl to intro? minimum requirements : average girl next door.not minah.and not minah tudung.hahah. optimal choice : kulit putiiih,sweet,badan baik.muke cam nora danish,pandai,rajin,kaya,pandai masak,suka budak2,TAK MAINKAN PERASAAN AKU,ade freedom,tau limits,family orientated.sng kata a moral and virtuous person.(tapi tanak terlalu baik.orang kate yang sedang sedang saje)BADAN BAIIK.haha BADAN MESTI MAU BAIKK PE GUA LAKII HAHAHA. confirm happy gilee siak ade pmpn gini. jaga sioool. haha kan da fantasize. wooooooohhhhhhhhh.anyway back to the shit. i think maybe if u and him are finally officially together. maybee just maybe i would really sedar and move on. cos rite now i really feel that i want to try till my last fucking drop of sweat to be the one for youuu. so if ur reading this shit. then ponder. think. think of me. think of my future.dont think of hurting me rite now. think of wat u can do to make me move on and end this. cos no matter how hard i try, i cant do this alone cos u wont let me go.cos im a weakling,and im not strong enoff to do this alone.ignore me.dont talk to me.keep the pain inside.remember the coversation we had.of cos it'll take a long time to acept,but once its over. den its over. this really has to start. but..my mind is still in chaos. ( X JAPAAAAN) haha. peace.

Violet uk-seize the light.

2007-12-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

Yoshiki's new projectt violet uk. i like this song.

I'm standing on the edge
And coming to my senses from my reverie
Never thought I would
Never thought I'd need to
Say goodbye I bid you farewell
My voiceless words are swaying a flame

I can't live without
I can't live without
I can't live without you
Here in the dark
I whisper your name over again
Give me the strength to seize the light
If I should find a way

I saw a dream you were flying in the sky
Without a fear
Never touched the ground
But never came to my side
I tried so hard to reach out for your hand
The ruthless wind kept your soul away

I can't live without
I can't give without
I can't breathe without you
Here in the world
Do you feel the rain
You said love takes no pain
With or without the sun
The lurid sky is still tearing me apart

Will she let freedom reign over the pain
Give me the strength to believe the words that love will find a way
I can't live without
I can't give without you
Here in the world
Do you feel the rain over the pain
Give me the strength to believe the words that love will find a way
With or without the sun
I'll be and I won't say goodbye cause I...
I know I'll be with you

I love you not because of the way you look,
Or because of your personality
I love you because you make me change,
Because you've always been there throughout this years,
Because u never fail to make me smile,
Simply because u have my heart.

hahaha degil.

mak nak duit.

2007-12-18T15:02:00.000+08:00

Everybody say, ay BAY BAYY!
ay bay baykk (3x)

boring . everybody tripping cos im fly babybey. AY BAY BAYYY. i dont care what they say, or he say, or she say. hmm duit gaji what to buy eh. hmmm. i want to buy a new alarm. a new book to read. new parts. anything new. a new friend. a new gaming PC. eh best u know. I WANT EVERYTHING NEW HAHAHA. i want all the money in the world so i can rule the world !
"ek ah ek ah ek oh" who know wat song . AHH MATREP. yay i learn a new technique. called counter-steering.actually i noe already ah but now i noe better. COUNTERSTEERING WOHOOOOOO. eh i want to buy box,put speaker.syok siak.baik lah bodoh.gerek bodoh.new tyres,new pipe.new me. i want to buy a new me can? hey.ho.hey.ho.hey.ho.hey.ho. who noe wat song that one. yeah the bitch took the whole eight. haha. lepak malam kadir. pastu go work. syok.

2007-11-27T14:02:00.000+08:00

tables have turned.
hahahah.
lu kasi advice swee peh.
i accept the challenge
enough said

time time time

2007-11-26T00:48:00.001+08:00

you can help, yes gimme $1000 so i can modify my bike. pasti i happy. eh no $2000. confirm kecoh shit.
cannot?
ok how about u give me a chance?
also cannot?
den just disappear.
ah also cannot.
ok den help speed up time.
ALSO CANNOT.
u cant help me.
so the best is just let time do its work.

my last emo post.

2007-11-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

I guess everything happens for a reason.
sorry i misunderstood all along..
You had something no one has ever had;my heart.
I'd give you all of me if you give me a chance.
its over Wan,learn to accept.

Somehow i can't help thinkin you're playing with my feelings..
Maybe you have your reasons.maybe there's someone else
But why are u keeping it from me,since its already over
You want me to remain as before, but ur keeping secrets from me.
Why am i still searching for answers?
Denial.

and i know ur hurt too,i want to be a listening ear,
u know u can tell me anything,just like you used to.
Just dont make the same mistake twice can?
If you love someone,just tell. lol.
After all dat has happened, i can at least say i tried

but it's so hard to move on,
so hard..
so pain...
so hurt..
God give me strength.

a poem for everyone. huhu

2007-10-23T01:02:00.000+08:00

Keep me in the dark, kill me in the dark
Fading slowly, I need the light
Relieve me of this pain,this interminable wait,
These false pretences and masquerade.

Why can't you give love a second chance?
Why can't you give yourself a second chance?
Why can't you give me a chance?
I'll promise to change,if that's what you want.

A truthful answer,I've been trying to find,
At least, enlighten me what's on your mind.
A lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?
Gladly will I accept the latter.

There's nothing to lose,nothing for you to hide,
Cos regardless,I promise to be by your side.
I'm still holding on to your words,so dont be afraid.
I'll just be good and silently wait.

" you emo shit ! " lawl.

burger ramlee kecoh.

2007-09-08T00:16:00.001+08:00

kiwak. banyak sia makanan . BURGER RAMLEE BANYAK SIA PAT DAPUR AHAHAHAHA. im going for the 3rd burger. eh i check back ade lagi seperti nasi berani, roti anjing panas, dan juga bende yang cam dalam ade ayam abeh dia wrap ngn cam ikan nye tepong ke ape.yang cine nye la tu . hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha yang kat ITAS tu zul suka makan. ape eh name die. eh ade kuih yang color cokelat yang round2 tu. eh best nye banyak nye makanan. hahahahahah happy seh.

helo. test.

2007-09-06T19:37:00.000+08:00

eh leh letak video ! sungguh cool . eh bole letak pic jugak? cool nye. ah above nye video is.

i also duno wat its about hahaha.after clubbing la. the idiots hu got high. I DONT DRINK LA CB AIR SETAN !!! its like so random u noe. cb random . -random . haha

hey wanna see me and my gf? well here's 1 of em.

hahaha sebarang sia layout. hehe.hehehe.boohoo . bohooohoo.

eh i put another video can? can? ala nvm later ok? hahahaha

BABIIIIII CARD AKUUU

2007-09-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

NABEY. TU POSB MACHINE TELAN CARD AKU . WAH PCB LECEH SIALL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i want to check my account balance. so i go check the savings account ah. den u noe wat. my cocky fingers go press the current savings account. den wat cock happen den the cb machine say we have retained ur card.. WTF SIAA WAH KAU BESOK NAK SHOPPING CAMNE?. sial ah den wat pagi pagi go bank just to retrieve dis shit la wat cock up machine u telan my card for wat boohooo. den if say wat must wait or wat cock. leceh lar.
susah sia like dis hidup. boo hoooo hooo :(

today is friday.

2007-08-31T01:34:00.000+08:00

today is friday. the last day of SIP.
:)
today is friday. the day i cried myself to sleep.
:'(
today is friday.the day i smoked till i got high.
:)
today is friday.the day im playing dota with the pasta-boys. lol
^^
today is friday.the day i realised that im still stuck.
:(

random.

2007-08-29T02:48:00.000+08:00

besok pass up SIP report. 1.5k words. bole? game. tapi tidak mengapa, pape leh retake lagi 1 sem. BOLE? hahaha. malas lah. im walking away,from the troubles in my life im walking awayy ooooh lala~ sape tau lagu ape tu? pandai u. besok punye besok punye besok adalah jumaat. LAST DAY OF SIP WOHOOOOO WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AKO TAK KESAH PASS KE FAIL ASAL AKU LEH HOLIDAY LA NABEY. KEJE TAK KEJE ASAL TAK PAYA GI SKOLAH HAHAHA .siak ah gini mcm hari2 bual pat blog cam budak bodooooohh seh wan asal kau bodohhh sangat ni aku tak paham diriku sendiri boohoooo aku nak nangis boo hoohoo hoo hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo someoeboodyy save me im drowning myself. besok kene bangun kul 8. 8 - 3 = 5 hours to sleep. tapi besok lpas clock in nak balek ke nak stay. STAY LA ABESKAN REPORT HAHAHAHAHAHA . sebat je. BESOK BOON AJAK AKU MOS HAHAHA . sedara dia antar. itu good. good news. hmm. ngh pikir. tgk la dulu.hmm. mendak. MENDAK SIAK BUAL SORANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGuwa gutiwa giwa guwita. eh
GUWA GUWATA.ferrero rocher + kuih = nice.mata ku da nak game. nk buat ape eh. tido ke isap rokok ke continue report ke TEKAN SUBU! hahahaha ok I had my daily dosage of retardedness. Im fine now signing off !

pasta mania.

2007-08-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

cb ah pastamania. how did i get into such a pasta mess. all ur fault la.3 months someore. nabey ah. ok ah bole ah. sign ah sign ah. tak pasal. babi. den say wat la my fault wat cock. nub fal. plus the stupid cheebye step-efficient robot worker. last day Im planning to whack the nuts out of him, jam pasta up his ass . 5th - 9th sept . MAH PTE LTD OPEN HOUSE. LOOKING FORWARD. SELIT DAUNS CONFIRM. terus wan.tkmu toleh. benang putus. bole.trying.
5 more days. holiday. holidays are nice. even the word itself is nice. but wait, WAIT. IM WORKING . SHIT. FOR WAT? hahahaha for the motor la sayang. parents dont wana sponsor."duit lesen bapak kau da bagi motor kau pandai pandai cari duit " bole like that?bole seh.work sucks la. i hate working. i wana rob a bank so i can get free money. but Singapore hard. so I have no choice. Eh but at pastamania easy to rob. ey can rob PAK JUMAT . Hmmm. no la joking. Im a good person but sometimes I have bad thoughts and sometimes I act on my thoughts which are bad. Which makes me a little evil. but now im bored so im talking alone. cos i have no one to talk to.
Cos loneliness is my longest friend. CEH DEN EMO.HAHAHAHAHAHA no im not mentally unstable. I just like talking cock my friends. cos thats 1 of the ways i relax and unwind. talk cock.
Hari Raya.
terus wan.terus...

hidup aku direnangi angin menducks.

2007-08-06T23:06:00.001+08:00

teng teng teng. teng teng teng. who noes what instrument am i imitating?
PIANO ! hahaha hidups.hidopes.high - dopes. ahh. dope. arrh.
TENG. u noe wat sound is dat? MSN ONLINE POP UP! the one when someone
goes online and the shit pops up at the bottom right of ur screen. cool?
Well I've done a considerable amount of soul-searching,and i would like to
share my perception about love . bole? well. lets get straight to the point.
Nah I think i'll use metaphors. more cool.

Love is like noobs (Naufal,Haziq,Boon,the list goes on) playing dota.
You are not confident. You choose the wrong kind of hero.
You are afraid to take risks in the game.
You just can't seem to use the right skills and combos to nail it.
You feed real bad.
Your team gets frustrated .
You start blaming others and yourself(secretly).
You leave the game.
You cant get over it, and u join another game.
Back to square one, it develops into a sick cycle
You are declared a noob.

And you'll realise you've reached rock bottom when u start developing the symptoms; u start talking and imitating like CIK LEH. ar thats when u know u've got the fuckhead syndrome.
No turning back.Live life to the fullest.

Actually i talking crap la.cock talk.lee zuan. LEE CHUAN AR. (ridzuan)
NA SEE LAH. NAA ZHEE LAH. (nazhirah my younger sis.)
DAT WAS LIKE SO FUCKING RANDOM. RANDOM UR MAMA PIKU LAR.CB RANDOM RANDOM U THINK WAT DOTA -RANDOM ARH? FUCKING MINAHS/BITCHES hahahahahahahaha
DOTA ANYONE? hahahaha GET A LIFE WAN .

The last song

2007-08-02T02:22:00.000+08:00

One of my favourite songs of X-japan. aahh... i love ballads..boohoo im crying right now.

Watching the stars till they're gone
Like an actor all alone
Who never knew the story he was in
Who never knew the story ends
Like the sky reflecting my heart
All the colors become visible
When the morning begins
I'll read the last line

owaranai ame dakishimeta yoru ga asa o mukaeru
kokoro wa mada nuretamama

In endless rain I've been walking
Like a poet feeling pain
Trying to find the answers
Trying to hide the tears
But it was just a circle
That never ends
When the rain stops,
I'll turn the page
The page of the first chapter

kizutsuku dake kizutsuite wakatta hazu
no kotaeodoshite mada toikaketeru
Am I wrong to be hurt
Am I wrong to feel pain
Am I wrong to be in the rain
Am I wrong to wish the night won't end
Am I wrong to cry
But I know, It's not wrong to sing the last song
Cause forever fades

kigatsukeba mata hitori yoru no sora o mitsumeterusukoshi
tzutsukiete yuku our memories
kizutsuk dake kizutsuite wakatta hazu
no kotaeodoshiite mada toikaketeru
I see red I see blue
But the silver lining gradually takes over
When the morning begins
I'll be in the next chapter

owaranai ame dakishimeta yoru ga asa o
mukaerukokoro wa mada nuretamama
kizutsuku dake kizutsuite wakatta hazu
no kotaeodoshite mada toikaketeru

Besok adalah hari SUNDAY

2007-07-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

can u type with ur eyes closed? i can. i try ok? ok here goes. avcdefghijklmnopqestuvwxcz.
cb. 1 more time. avcdefghijklmnopqrstyvwzcz. FUCK! 1 more time.avcdefhjokl;,mppqrstyvwxcz. FUCK LA BABI.1 MORE TIME!!!
abcdefghijklmnopqesrycwxcz.ok2 almost dere.
abcdwfghijklmnopqrstuvwcyz. the trick is to remembering how u normally type a word.den
try remembering the location of the key for example u always type "the" and u'll remember even wif eyes closed.tak paham?u loser.ok last try.
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxtz. ok give up.1 error.

ceh. CEEH. hahahaha. step sia. cehhh. ceehh. cock la.
my body,ur body's burnin upp~ uhuh. yea . love it. love u. love new york.
wooohooooww.setitik rasa.pada bayangan yang tak pastiiii woohoooowwowwwww.
lagu ape tu? PANDAII
there's nothiing i can doooo.
i talkking cock.
cos im bork. (nak rhyme cock) ( instead of bored )
mak masak mee soto.
MEE SOTO
SURVEY MOTOR
HHAHAH

HIDUPS

2007-07-10T00:38:00.001+08:00

yay. at last i got my fucking motorbike licence. good-fucking-bye CDC.. fucked up centre.
2 more weeks for a proper license. 23rd july dat would be.
I need money.anyone has a How-to-get-5k-in-3-months-for DUMMIES?
MOOFOOO.. ok heres a tinge of comic relief.I'll cut it short for u losers.

A girl.Minah.Always arrives home way pass her curfew.
One night.saw a white figure at the corner of her eyes.
Ran,but it followed steadily.Afraid to turn.Just ran all the way home.
White figure still present.Looks in her mirror. Laughed. mengapa sayang?

ADE SEBIJI NASI PAT TEPI MATA DIA.
awak senyum? hahai. asal ketawa? mepek?
ala..diam ah.

the mendak poem.

2007-06-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

bored.trying to improve my fucking english.some shitty
cock poem.about a dog who likes to eat fish,squid,
chicken satay and many more!(advertise ch 5!) haha cb.
u guess la.tee hee.

How do i fight this malady,
Eating the comforts of my sanctuary
I never thought this could be,
shifting circumstances,blossoms a fairy

An egregious error I've made,
Falling to the hands of fate
An unwitting discovery
You're my confidante,interminably..

I've always wanted you to be happy
Even if it meant compromising affinity
Distraught with my own personality
I knew we were never meant to be.

You're my source of solace,
My realm of happiness
Afflicted by a premonition of disaster,
So let it be...forever.

BOLE? jiwang? ni bukan jiwang sayang.
ini adalah sastera.hidups.sastera tu literature
kan?ah babi la kau.cacat.MENDAKS.
BESOK SKOLAH.SLAMATS.

cock

2007-05-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

cock. school sucks like a dog !
SIP makes me wanna wok !
Traffic police on 7 june !
and u are a baboon !

bole?
rhyme kan.cool pe.
BOLEH?

hooray to my fellow indians or buddhists or watever la knn.
HOORAY TO VESAK DAY !
i love holidays !

im fucking bored.and whoever is reading this,ahh i doubt anyone does read my blog but.oh fuck you. fuck around and catch and athma attack.

The poem

2007-05-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

Succumbed to life's drudgery,
Mastered the art of apathy,free from pain and misery.
Paradox of it is the latter being contrary
Cos I'll interminably be a victim of sordid destiny.

BLISS

2007-04-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

have u ever felt so fucked up dat u would even fuck a horse and still be fucked up and just wanna fucking kill someone or fucking smoke some weed or even fuck your own pet ?

NEXT WEEK SKOLAH
SUNDAL SIAL

camne wan boleh sangkut 4 kali prac 8.
kedi ah.kepala buto sundal puki jeebai babi konek fucking cock shit kepala babi sundal babi konek fucking dog pe pepek faraj najis khinzir pelacur kayermuti kocok pookey dia pe laki.

give me the peace and joy in your mind...
let me kill
let me hope
let me love
let me die
let me fuck.

boleh?
BOLEH ?!!?!!?!?!
MAU PE?!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

haiz

2007-04-08T02:50:00.000+08:00

Im sad,sad to the point that i feel like im becoming a sadist.
i have thoughts of being a serial killer,robber,a paedophile,a monk or maybe a gay. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

i think im suffering from severe acute impulse personality disorder.
i am a good boy. i want to eat pisang goreng.

I dread the day to come,
It was a mistake
and Im sorry for feeling.
the Disease.
that kills u in the inside.
kill me now in the rain
the only solution
the only light

helo fellow belos!

2007-02-24T20:03:00.000+08:00

Salutations~ its been months since ive updated this blog.School and enjoying commitments lah.
Anyway here are some of the new updates in my life.
1) Im 19 this year.
2) I think I'm already acting like an adult.haha?
3) Ending poly life soon
4) Lost a humiliating dota match against my cousin`s team. hahahahaha
5) Passed my prac5 2b license. yahoo.happy seh.ptui
6) Learned new cool words and terms in the "racing world" (eg : peng, terjun, buang, main, TAR and a whole lot more) Shoutouts to Bob and friends.
7) Starting to enjoy Reggaeton music. hey music`s universal rite?
8) Trying to be ignorant towards retarded and disturbing remarks like " Sial ah Wan rambut macam Matrep " (and the irony is dat he himself is one.haha)
9) living the best I can , enjoying life , takings risks , and never think twice.ok crap.
10 ) I've got a declaration . Im your normal ,average, boy next door kind of guy.Yeah don`t ever think of that shit label.ah yes dat one.fuck u lah.fuck ur demented dirty brain.hahaha
11)My exams are in a week. relax lah. see u at supp paper.
12) I think this is the only entry in my whole blog life dat makes sense.Typical,Cliche.Writing about your pathetic life. hahahhah

See ya!

MENDAK

2007-01-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

hello ! im back with a vengeance !
my name is Ridzuan , I've just eaten rice and fish.
I came home from Ubi because I am taking motor practical.
I am in prac 3 , and i am angry because I failed,but it is okay because it is my 1st time.

MENDAK
hahahahahahahahahahahhahahhah
MENDAK
hahahahahahahahahahahhahahhah
MENDAK
hahahahahahahahahahahhahahhah
MENDAK
hahahahahahahahahahahhahahhah
MENDAK
hahahahahahahahahahahhahahhah

ah yes i noe it gets frustrating after much repetition.
and yes this gotta stop soon,its unhealthy
be strong,be cool .
Cheers ~

The dream

2006-12-27T16:34:00.000+08:00

I opened my eyes ,
everything so blurry
I closed my eyes
Falling down,again

I opened once more,
hah hah hah
psycho-clown faces laughing
Screaming , blowing

Am i dreaming?
Stay still please
Close again,feel the force
Hopeless,yet blissful

Amplified voices
the insane dementia,
the slow-mo effect,
The delayed reactions

Choking, smoking,
Laughing, crying
Falling, once again
Escaping reality indulging in fantasies....

song piece

2006-12-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

Swept in brutal ways
cutting figures caught delay
loving you a fire ignite
Red but souls are purely white

You`ve put up a facade
watching the souls whimper in time
Twisted between love and hate
Lust , is left behind

Scream the monsters away
faith and hope are none insight
love,work of the devil
suicide is the only light

BULAN PUASA.

2006-10-03T04:52:00.000+08:00

BESOK PUASA !
ALHAMDULILLAH ,! ALHAMDULILLAH , ALHAMDULILLAH
BILE MAU GOYANG*
COUGH COUGH
COUGH COUGH
sakit tekak la cb.
tolong!tolong!
" dulu superman pernah bagi abang roti ngan peanut butter"
" dulu batman pernah naik kuda ngan abang "
eh boleh type fuck ? fuck fuck . ade censor tak?
test test. FUCK FUCK FUCK. FU*K FU*K. hahah cool.
FUCKER FUCKER . ade ke tak eh?nanti kluar boleh tgk
EH THE FUCKER READING THIS GET A LIFE .
hmm kluar ke tak?
da nak sahur.
MAK BANGUN ! MAK BANGUN !
Habeb puasa jugak,ingat kucing tak puasa? FUCK U LAH!
haha selamat menunaikan puasa eh?
ehahaha.

da? hahahahahahahahah

2006-09-05T03:31:00.000+08:00

1st BLOOD
DOUBLE KILL.
CCB
KNN
TMD
TIO DOUBLE KILL BAH.
TIO DOUBLE KILL BAH.
ONG!
TIO YES
SSSHHH !!!
HAHAH SETAN

Wish u could see this

2006-09-01T05:41:00.000+08:00

Am I wrong to be hurt?
Am I wrong to feel pain?
Am I wrong to be in the rain?
Am I wrong to wish the night wont end?
Am I wrong to cry?
But I know,its not wrong to sing the last song
Cos..forever fades......

YAHOO

2006-08-31T00:39:00.000+08:00

"A hamburger and fries" a man orders.
"Me too", says the ostrich sitting besides him
"That`ll be $9.40," the waitress says.The man
reaches into his shirt pocket and hands her the
exact value.
They return the next day.Both order a steak and
again the man pays with the exact value.
"How do u do that?"the waitress asks.
"A genie granted me two wishes" explains the man.
"My 1st was that I`d always have the right amount of money
to pay for anything."
"Brilliant! But whats with the ostrich?"
"My 2nd wish was for an exotic chick with long legs who agrees with everything I say."

DOTA DAH MENDAK

2006-08-31T00:24:00.000+08:00

THE LIFE OF A CRIMINAL

I am a criminal
Cheating,lying,deceiving,manipulating,slandaring ah yes
Thats my passion,the fire that keeps me living
I`ve given up on life,
I am like a parasite
Thriving on people's misery
Oh yes dats what I do!
Killing !Robbing !Raping !con-ning!!
Yahoo Yahoo !!!
Im a junkie!
You name it!
SUBU? E? SMACK K? HEROIN? POT?!!
Its good to be high
Escaping from reality,
Indulge in fantasies.
Ah yes thats my story
Whats yours?

2006-08-21T00:38:00.000+08:00

Rock the Casbah,Rock the Casbah
what a joke
what a joke
what a joke
not funny at all
3 trays?
how?
street fighter?
huh?
hahaha see.
no one understands
thats the point
Rock the Casbah,Rock the Casbah

nasi goreng

2006-08-16T17:36:00.000+08:00

MAK AKU MASAK AYAM MASAK KICAP! SEDAP NYE! YUMMY!
BESOK DOTA !
BESOK SKOLAH!
BESOK BOLA!

HOORAY!
HOORAY!
HOORAY!

WAN BLOGGER!

2006-08-16T17:26:00.000+08:00

helo! my name is Ridzuan.yes and people call me wan too.my family call me yan.hehe.wana hear a joke?wat did the chocolate say to the chicken?both of us are fattening.
haiz....eh bleh letak gambar pat sini?hahahahah.. eh camne nak tukar BLOG! CAMNE NAK TAG!! HHAHAHAHA CB!TMD.BLOGGING SORANG-SORANG KETAWA SENDIRI!!!
KENTAL AH LU SME!HAHAHAHAHAHA